Why do I feel
so empty..
having bled,
profusely..
from God’s heart?
Despite the fact that,
as a vessel of His will,
I’ve done
my humble part?

I get a thrilling rush
when I cut deep.
I’m mesmerized
by how it flows..
entranced by it,
I pray …

To be honest,
yes.. I’m sad.
I’m sad about
how all of it
turned out.

It could’ve, yes,
at one point,
maybe..
now it can’t.
Neither of us
will take the blame.
Now, I don’t think
that it can ever
be the same.

There is …

Mon cher ami,
I beg of you,
forgive me..
if it may help
you do so,
then I offer you
the liberty..
to spit directly
at my face!

For, once again
you caught me
in the act..
of letting
myself go!
of pleading
yet another
case..

Except of course,
such …

None of us know..
and even when
we take the leap
and fully commit..
Whether we’ll truly be
a constant
in somebody else’s
story..
or merely a mention..
notable, but brief.

The fear
of our beloved
moving past us
is, however, rooted
not in love.
It is a …

Nothing like
pushing girls
forward and back
upon the limbic swing.
May sound like
kindergarten recess
playground wisdom..
That’s because it is.
That’s why I blow it
to you, as an airy kiss..
after a loving wink.

Whether you like it
or you don’t,
to oh so …

Yay, The Spirit
is so often willing..
but the proof
of Word’s authority,
however, liveth
in The Flesh.
How could one
ever know the strength
of His resolve..
If He refuses
to subject
its principles..
to The Devil’s Test.

Three times
The Devil tempted
Jesus Christ
during his …

Nearly all people
know that Jesus
died for our salvation
on the cross.
But was it the only time
when Jesus Christ
relinquished His old life..
to serve a higher cause?

The first time that He died
was not in Golgotha
upon the crucifix,
by hands of Sadducees,
and Pharisees …

Love is, indeed,
a psychoactive drug..
its mechanism
of action
is most potent.
If you allow yourself
to really feel it..
then your
neurochemistry
is literally altered.

The way
that your beloved
looks to you
becomes unreal..
their presence
turns into
the most intense
and visceral
euphoric bliss..
that no …

Where do you reckon
Judas Iscariot went..
After he hanged himself
upon The Tree..
After his Death?
Was it to heaven..
Or was it to hell?

He only did
to Jesus
that which was
already written..
is Eve
or tempting snake
to blame..
for Adam biting
fruit forbidden?

In both …

There must be
something
in this life
that’s real.
A love that binds
not only by the boons
it offers me..
not merely
by the way it feels.

I can’t explain
exactly why
I love this woman
to Death.
She is the only one
for whom
so many …