Does it really exist?
The peaceful height?
I swear I saw it!
Hand on heart..
But only with my eyes
completely shut.
And only in my heart’s
completely blind
and naked flights.
And only once upon
a dark and lonesome
moonless night.

I bargained with The Devil
for The …

some people
wouldn’t have the courage
to believe in God Almighty..
even if He stood before them
in the flesh and bone.
some people are presented
with the miracle of love..
and still they choose
to wish it all away..
to leave it be.. alone.

within His eye
is …

The Devil
preys upon us
when we are
at our weakest.
He whispers lies
into our ear..
when our life
is at its bleakest.
He tempts us..
nudging us away
from God’s true path.
But it is God Almighty,
not The Devil..
who has the joyful privilege
of being …

The Apology
Part III - The Virtue of a Child

The camel’s virtue..
lies in his capacity
to hold weight..
which he is laden with
by force of circumstance..
known to the blindly
seeing ones among us..
as the thread of fates.

The lion’s virtue..
lies in the firmness …

The Apology
Part II - Lovers in Hell

So much of it was,
in fact, my own fault.
I am reaping bitter fruits
of my own shortcomings..
as a result.
My resolve is not to be
a perfect man..
it is rather to grow.
To be The One
who learns to …

The Apology
Part I - The Three Metamorphoses

In my eyes,
you were first
a camel..
traveling upon an
Ocean-bound
desert road.
You took upon me,
as a camel takes
upon a heavy load.
You held my chaos
even when your back
was soon to break.
It was a nightmare
from …

as the sound
of your footsteps
gets ever lighter,
my grip upon you
grows even tighter.

we walk together
upon a tightrope..
upon a thread of light.
after each step we take
we sway together..
oscillating left and right.
always a single misstep away..
from a mortal fall.
we take …

I know I am The King of Jokers..
But what are you?
You think you’re Batman?
Hardly..
If anything..
You are The Queen of Harleys.
Because I never met another..
quite as fucked as you are
in the head.
But I don’t know
how I will ever make …

spring refers to
both a season
and a source.
it is the season when
our nature takes its course.
when what lay dormant
in the winter.. comes to life.
and for the first time sees
its heavenly source..
the sunlight.
when all our doubts
thaw out.. along with
winter’s …

Даётся выбор..
в Бога можно верить..
или нет.
Можно молиться..
но на наши просьбы
Он не сразу даст
прямой ответ.
Можно догадываться,
есть Он или нет,
но невозможно доказать.
Его лишь можно..
Сердцем прочуять.

Когда на день седьмой
то чудо
о котором ты молилась
не пришло..
Тебе покажется
что в …