Lord forgive me..
for I have strayed.
If only that you knew..
how many times I prayed.
But all I heard from you
was silence in return.
And so I chose..
To let my wrath
and anger burn.

I chose to turn myself
into a monster..
that not even you
would find
the heavenly compassion
to ever accept.
But on the inside..
if only that you knew..
how hard I wept.